A change in my appearance, I mean.
I've tried changing my hair color....
Yeah... Someone please remind me that trying to drastically change your hair color yourself at home isn't the best idea if I ever wanna try THAT again!
I think it all stems from my weight-loss.
I've lost 74lbs in the past 4 months.
There have been a lot of changes in my life since I started losing the weight.
- I've got a few new scars.
- I have totally new eating habits.
- I'm almost 75lbs lighter.
- I'm wearing clothes in a smaller size.
- Everybody says they see a big difference in my appearance.
Logically, I know my body is changing, my old clothes are falling off of me!
I've lost almost 75lbs! Thats a LOT of weight!
When I look in the mirror...
I don't see it.
I guess I feel like I went through and changed so many things...
There should be some dramatic, and visible-to-me, difference.
I'm just not seeing it!
I have kinda been on a quest for change.
I've gotten nails. (as my reward for losing 65lbs)
I changed the color of my hair.
I've gotten some new clothes.
But, it's just not working.
I'm still looking for that "WOW! I look different!!" feeling when I look in the mirror.
Yesterday I went and did something a little more visible to me.
I got a Tattoo!!
It's a permanent wedding band of clovers (Clover being my last name, it was the obvious choice)
I love it!
I often don't wear my rings...
working in the garden, cleaning, etc... it's just easier to have them off.
And then, I forget to put them back on.
Now I'll never be without my wedding ring again!
And, My gold wedding ring covers the tattoo, so I can wear it anytime I want as well.
The Man-of-My-Dreams should be surprised when he gets home!
I think this will curb my appetite for change...
for now.... ;)