I really do... No.. really... I DO love my children.
ok, now that I have that out of the way...
This morning was a beautiful morning...
The Little-Foreman-In-Pink was zoned into Dora The Explorer on her DVD player.....
I softly crept towards the bathroom.... I side-stepped the floorboard that squeaks.... and entered my bedroom (this is the way to the farthest bathroom from the kidos) so they wouldn't hear me.
"Aren't you gonna wave to me Mommy?"
"I'm waving to you!"
"Do you see my fingers mommy?"
"Are you gonna wash your hands mommy?"
"Good Job Mommy! Your a BIG Girl!"
It was then that I threw myself down on the couch sobbing in defeat.
Nope.... I can't even do THAT alone....
I love my children.
I wanted to be a mommy.
I wanted a bunch of children.
repeat repeat repeat to myself.